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为了什么

2012-01-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

今天,在怎么为自己脸上挂笑容,最后也被心里的寂寞感给侵蚀.
突然很想你,原来一天没你的消息,是可以被工作给埋没的
装坚强的我,在回到家,看着换上墙色的房,本应开心,可无声的寂寞感一次一次的打击我
是因为生理的问题,让我特别想你吗
可能吧.以前,你总是呵护我.现在,不会了吧.
事实是如此的残忍,使我多想了吗
看见你说你可以照顾自己,原来这些日子里,只有我还在幻想你依然需要我的照顾
为什么眼中的泪流不停
明明天气是如此的闷热,我却感觉冰冷
听见你的声音,本应开心
我很烦吧,你的语气加了少许无奈,使觉得我又无谓的哭泣
是烦恼吧
我真的很讨厌自己
是自己搞出来的祸,却要别人轻易原谅
你有你的烦恼,我却在织自己的公主梦
别人是不会为着自己转的,这个道理难道我还不明白吗
明明就很爱你,可是总是被自己搞喳
我不适合恋爱吧.

Love

2011-08-08T00:33:00.001+08:00

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无奈

2011-04-05T22:18:00.002+08:00

我不懂
知道吗
我最近很难过
我选择了沉默
我选择了爱你
选择了努力
选择了放弃

憋了很多天
释放了
我以为我会很快乐
我比你还难过
我难过得是
我有伤害你了

口不说
但我感觉到
连你的立场我都在想
难道我管太多了

最后还是我把你逼入墙角
好悲哀哦
有一开始的思念
换成现在的悲伤
换成现在的流泪

换来你告诉我的一切
是值得的
我甚至还想以后
我天真了吗

真的
我为我以后感到欣慰
我为你感到幸福
只因为是你
一切都值得

此刻
我真的很伤心
我知道你有看
这两天不用找我
让大家想好吧
要我放你不管
我做不到
那只有把我自己
封闭吧
第一次
就那么一次

21st

2011-01-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

yea, already year 2011!
but my 1st post still in year 2010..
hope u dun mind~

Just pass my 21st birthday half month ago..
now only post something up, lazy me~
what I done recently?
read ppl's blog frequently..
don't know why, already as a habit...

show u all, this is the surprise my best friends gave me:-

thx cervyn mun, teh teong wei, alvin yap, yip eng hong, pui san and 无尾熊 :)

and beloved one.

thanks you all give me a memorable 21st birthday!
it's just simple but it's happy!!

闷！！！

2010-12-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

我真的很闷！
真的很想你！

也很无奈！
无法开心！
无法伤心！
无法专心！

累到半死
却
精神到半死

为了什么
什么都得不到
想找个朋友哈拉一下也没有！
想找你哭诉一下也没有！

闷 B O R I N G .... S I E N 闲

2010-11-22T00:48:00.002+08:00

感觉很闷骚
听来听去也是那几首歌
想找个人聊
却发现没有人
因为大家都在冬眠中

今天好累好累
可是我的头脑像是charge满电的电池
精神的很
一点也没有想睡的感觉
照理来说
这个时间念书最佳
可是我的头又痛的很
根本是在逃避

为什么就是那么爱逃避

分享：田馥甄（Hebe）- 我想我不會愛你

2010-11-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

这个很好听！
第一次听就觉得很顺耳～
一直都很支持 S.H.E 的歌
Hebe的个人专辑，很多歌都很有意思哦！
可以去听听 :)

心情：《寂寞寂寞就好》

2010-11-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

最近，我很不快乐
不知道为了什么
我学着去容忍，可是到头来，也是白来的～

心情很糟，肚痛了两天

昨晚去找妹妹时，开始痛
到家，去了厕所2次

今天，去上课，吃了东西
疼痛的感觉又来了
痛了整天！
上课很不专心
因为老师教的题目，我不会！失败！

到家，又找厕所去！
整天只想着一件事
可是到头来，气就在头上！
气气气！！！

T I M E

2010-10-16T01:18:00.002+08:00

I thought time can erase something unhappy
I knw time cannot recording anythg was happen before
but it can erase bad memory, dont u thk so?

Cant tell anythg without knowledge
try do best but cannot be forgive
promise is just a promise
try is just a try
forgive is just a forgive

Happy is just temporary
Evil is just still beside

H A P P Y

2010-09-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

11st September 2010

today should say is a bad day for me
early in the morning, I wake up to go work as usual.
reach daddy shop not more than 15mins I felt very unwell
because my stomach pain like I must stay in the toilet
I run back to home and go in the toilet
stay inside more than 1 hour.....@@ and someone so surprise visit me today also@@
after that i just like no energy.... aiksss!!

sad case!!
I want go shopping with my cousin leh...
but lastly I still go Sg. Wang ya :)
buy some stuff, want buy more next time!!
after shopping I have to rush back to home, because going movie later with my boy ~
but before that, my cousin call me again..
ask me to accompany she dinner... but i cannot dinner with her...
I want left my stomach with my boy leh~
because she scae to drive at night, so ask me accompany...
At last I also go with her.. again a fear experience.. just wonder if she drive lonely, is it safety??
hahahaha~ but she still new, can practise more to learn more^^

Finally my boy come fetch me
we go for dinner at my favourite mee stall
it's nearby Jalan Chan Sow Lin
Even it's just a small mee stall
but the cook can cook delicious mee!!

Around 10pm, we go to Pavilion to take the movie ticket..
guess what movie my boy will watch with me??

is Resident Evil 4: Afterlife 3D~

yeah!! I had wait so long time!
and my boy hav buy 3D movie ticket for only rm 18 for 2 person~
it's cheap right??
because he buy with EON bank credit card~ so nice~

I have my first time watch 3D movie...
is it very poor and outdated??
haha.. but my boy hav give me a chance to try~~

oh yeah, I'm too excited to watch this movie~
but it's too sad, 3D version have no subtitle..
oopss~ my english not that good.
some part I don't know what they talk..
but still can know what the meaning lu...

finish movie on 12.30am lo..
very tired~ I ask my boy fast fast take me back home
because the next day he still need to work

Yan's bf-Jin said that his movie not nice
but i felt ok ya~ and because I watch with him so feel nice lu...
maybe because I already long time no watch movie with him.
so the feeling is quite good ya~

Something had made me unhappy
But I choose to believe
Because I know I can make you have a same feeling as me
And I feel really upset nowaday

I hope I can sucessful at least once in my life

bless me please!!!

L I K E

2010-08-11T22:53:00.001+08:00

累累啊～～
都不知吃了什么来
这几天累倒。。。。

想想你啊～～
在哪里啊？？？
闷闷啊～～～

姐姐和我说了点事情
她忧虑的，我有想过
可是总得面对
我是帮不到你的啦
加油吧！ :)

Nothing

2010-08-02T00:09:00.003+08:00

I had decide something on last months..
say really, I had abit regret, but not regret whole decision that I had made.
It's also a way to ask me don't always rely at here.
I hope to get more $, because I need to bear something I should bear
but someone ask me should decide my study life.
ya, I should, but I scare I'll feel boring all the time...
It's hard to decide and think..
I hope to not be a burden of my family.
I hope to let my parent be more light.
I should do this all, is it?

I think so..
I think I should rest a while, get my way to go.
and restart again..

I want to make my life myself successfully!
May I?

~

2010-07-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

我以前你是了解我的
我以为一切过去了
我以为我会第一个告诉你的

因为这是我现在拥有的秘密
只是纯粹和你玩笑，在告诉你
可是你却误会了
唉，我真的一无四处
逗人开心都做不到

我没有后悔我所做的
我很庆幸我有勇气去做
我以为你能和我共同进退
可是你却拒绝了我
我没有想过要你对我怎样
因为我知道我要靠自己

靠自己！

...

2010-07-18T18:03:00.002+08:00

原来
人的自私可以埋没了所有
人的小气真的当不了饭吃

事情发生了
我已经不知道自己能怎样补救
因为错的人是我
爱犯错的人也是我
我不祈求你任何事
就算你不原谅我
我也一样会守候在你身边
就算你觉得我不再是你之前看到的我
我知道我怎么解释
你也觉得我和他们是一类
我也不知我能如何解释
我觉得是我需要面对的
理由找来是解决不到问题的

我要说的
也只有对不起
让你拥有一个不美好的夜晚
是我这一辈子最对不起的一次

也让他们担心了

我还是我
还是那个不求你给的任何回报
如果你有任何质疑
我愿意让你揭开

我不会烦你
也不会让你再痛苦
在你还没想要和我说话以前
我会在这里等着
这是我应该承担的
也是我自己选择的

对不起
我真的很爱你

R E C E N T L Y

2010-06-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

最近，感觉到身边怨气都很重
你知，我知
发现有些事情，用说的，用做的
都不行
因为人家是来阴的
让你防不胜防

话是别人说的
耳朵是自己的

好听的听进去
不好听的退回去
关你事要听
不关你事的不要那么八

O N L Y

2010-06-05T15:13:00.000+08:00

原来我只是这样而已

S I C K

2010-06-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

hi all my friends..
sick again....
and i heard that many of my friends also sick in this moment, including my family...:(
may take care ya~

thanks someone take care me when i'm sick
appreciate what you done on me ya^^

and

whose see my blog and gossip behind me
i'm now really very dislike what you have done
because of you
he ask me do something i dislike
someone need some privacy
if he don't want to tell you now, just don't make him in trouble
if he feel want tell you, just scare you don't want hear only.

M O R E

2010-05-23T20:31:00.002+08:00

whole week in study.
tired
2ml will be d last day
i hope 2ml can pass faster
tuesday faster come

recently
more and more pressure
if not attend the class i never know my knowledge is outdated
only half year
haiz.. the things can do is study hard
i need time

can give me more?

S U C K

2010-05-15T15:08:00.004+08:00

nowaday, working is just like eating
everyday repeating
no rest

sometime i hope that i feel not the real
but it's still there
why a person characteristic change in 180`

if not they told me something
i still so naive
always share something
no keep secret somemore

haiz
i hope it's just a false
not real things happen
i just hope

and i hope so
you still the one i know
not really together with her
i hope, DON'T

H A T E

2010-05-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

i hate the time i waste
nothing do nothing get
hate myself too!!!

M I S S

2010-05-08T18:44:00.000+08:00

i miss u badly
but i cant get what I hope
sad :(

S I E N

2010-04-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

today
all my colleague went out for audit..
only me and see mun
but lastly she need to go her F5 class also..
leave me alone..
leave me and the boss :$
i quite miss u
but last bcome pity ending
sorry i just make u trouble
never have a
right way
right direction

how pity am i

B A C K

2010-04-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

hi all my friends...
i'm back!!!
just back from Redang few days...
it was a great trip between me and him ya...
sorry i cant upload those picture...
because all over him...
and my dearest him already outstation to Johor Bahru for PC fair...
quite miss him....><
but, he coming back tomorrow...
woohoo...
by the way, Redang is a nice place, i love the moment we stay there..
nice and comfortable...
if got chance can go again...
but I scare I will vomit again...
haha, first time take ship vomit leh....
so pity.... but so glad he was take care me all the time...
hehehe... and he try to teach me how to swim..
but i'm so stupid lo... hahaha...

finally i want to tell you

i miss you badly...
and hope to see you...
and x .... x

睡不着

2010-03-29T03:33:00.000+08:00

唉
竟然睡不着
之前还每天被人叫猪咧

都是“下一站幸福”的错
哈，看上瘾了

今天的早晨我要去扫墓，拜我婆婆啦
希望婆婆可以保佑我爸爸早日康复咯
也要保佑我和他出入平安咯

哈哈，因为我要去redang啦
yohoo...很开心咯
不过，我再不睡
有人明天就不让我看戏咯~~
哈

晚安了，各位~ :)

....

2010-03-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

不懂不懂不懂
我不对依然是我不对

总是我说错话
总是我令你生气

我等你回家
换来你说我10问9不应
你说你开玩笑吧了
说真的我听了觉得很不开心
为什么我换来的是这些
我只想和你谈谈你说我们去玩的事
你却说没有了
是你说我们没商量过
昨天也是你说晚上有东西和我说
怕你太累，叫你去睡，而不是不想和你聊
我做这一切都是不对的吗？

我不懂，我只能告诉你
此刻的我，是伤心的

R E C E N T L Y

2010-01-24T20:11:00.000+08:00

Haha.. is it no see my post for few months leh??
what I've done during these few months??
nothing? study, working and travelling...
my life is going meaningless??
sometime I feel I don't know myself~
don't you got such feeling as me now?
haha~ ok, start my journey ya~

my birthday... already passed over few months.. haha~
but now only come have my story lor... hehe~
my birthday in year 2009 is very meaningfull ya..
my lovely friends come celebrate with me..
my dearest have nice days with me..
I hope it's will be the same for the following years until the end..

this is the present from him...
when I received it's just like a candy box.. haha, so cute~
and I love it so much^^

This is creation from my lovely colleague See Mun and Cathy~
First time get this "birthday cake" ... haha, so special ya~

This is the birthday cake from my lovely friends...
Prepared by my 3rd laopoh-February..
She have a suffer journey to get this~ thank you very much...
we had our nice foods at Daore and get my 1st different language birthday songs at there...
haha, so nice ya~

A cute sheep from my lovely friends-Kei Hoong..
Very cute ya, now i always need to hug it to sleep^^

End of January i had travelling to Bali with my colleague..
it's a nice trip and we have enjoy about it ya...
One thing make me sad is... I've get dark.... Upset...:(
I must keep more hard work to make it fair back.. hehe~

Mid of February, Chinese New Year and Valentine Day was the same day..
I had no celebration with him... and this year CNY I feel not that happy..
but I had the moment with him..
so sorry what I had made him sad... I don't know how to recover..
I had try myself.. I hope he will forgive what I had do wrong...
Another things is because, my dad was sick...
he is getting thiner... I was so sad when saw his body shape being like that..
I hope I can do something for him.. but I not really can....

Now... I'm feel do nothing... everyday facebook...
studying... going to have my Japanese Language Intermediate 2 exam..
I don't know what I had studyed during this 3 months...
it's the sad time I have to face..
this happen with my ACCA F9 paper too..
I just know.. 3 hours class I always study for 1.5 hours..
because what I think you all know it...
forget to say, my ACCA exam result for last sem was out..
quite lucky I've pass 1... from other people view I think they will feel I'm useless..
but I feel happy, because I think it should be all fail....

Just had dinner with my lovely laopohs last week..
all are the same.. just have some little bit changes..
and this year we have add one more member.. may khee..
so glad you have come^^ miss you so much...

Today...
I suddenly feel that

"everything you hope will not being the true"

don't you think so?

矛盾....

2009-12-09T00:53:00.000+08:00

感覺
最近都有爭執

你知道嗎
你說的話
我都有注意聼
就算那只是開玩笑

我知道，考試
我不溫習，你覺得那是很不應該
我知道你覺得是因爲你，我變得不愛讀書
告訴你，多少是有一點
也是因爲我知道
自己開始覺得累了
可是我告訴我自己，我要讀完我要的東西

昨天你和我説話，我有在聼
你覺得我在敷衍
那你又是否知道
我並不喜歡你說我敷衍你
我話都還沒接下去，你就說我敷衍你
那一刻我真的覺得有點生氣

在同時閒我也知道，你覺得我語氣不好
不想和我聊

我真的不知說什麽好
這一刻，我只知道
我很怕你不理我
很想哭，可是做錯的是我
有什麽理由和人大聲？
有什麽理由哭？
我也不想然你觉得我只会哭

和你信息，你的冷言冷語
更令我覺得你不想和我説話
就算你不喜歡聼，我也只能那樣說
因爲我不知道自己能說什麽

每星期的一次，我知道你盡力了
我也知道，就那麽的短短一次
我也滿足了，不想多要求什麽
因爲我不想你覺得難做

我知道，你已經很久都沒有好好休息
所以我根本不忍心把你吵起
我更想你多休息
自私的心就算再怎麽希望，也要先為你著想

我知道...

2009-12-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

每天都想谈上一句话。
每天都想关心多一点。
每天都想想念多一点。

不是故意发脾气
有些话不知如何说
不是说想说就能说出来

我没有不想和你说话
对不起

N I C E........

2009-11-21T10:23:00.000+08:00

18 November 2009

2012.....
finally i had watched it~ yeah~
the ticket really hard to get....
think to use maybank2u also cannot...@@
sad case...!!
luckily someone have bought it, hehe^^

this movie not bad i think.. no comment, ha~
but felt that if it's really happen,
really a very sad case!!

so..

21-12-2012

is it really the day end??

Changes......

2009-11-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

最近
感覺自己真的有變了
變得不那麽容易發脾氣
可是我覺得這是遇上對的人
遇到欠揍的也都一樣
哈~

因爲@
感覺我會開始去關心人
以前也會，不過現在比較常吧
認識我的人都懂，我是很容易開心的人
同事都說我有時傻傻的。哈....~
沒變，人不活的開心點，生活真的不知怎樣走下去

@
問了我一些怪問題
真的不知怎樣答
因爲答了
應該會覺得我人怪怪的吧
哈

某人
很搞笑下
突然跑來問我
做麽沒找他
我問怎麽了，和我說了很多
問他那要怎樣，只說只是問候罷了
只覺得，我沒找你，你也可以找我吧
現在你是在埋怨...@@
不是不找你聊，是找你聊時，你從不回復
你要的是我打給你，找你聊
問題是，我打給你是沒問題
可是，你的一句：“做麽你都沒打來和我聊了？”
我，不是想計較，可是我覺得禮尚往來
爲什麽就我付出，你就接受的理所當然
請惦記，我並不是你的誰
不是你需要我的時候，就隨傳隨到~
有時候，做人不可以貪得無厭.....

累

2009-11-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

很累。
某人的拜访令我更累。
一早，痛到我起床。
从没试过如此(touch wood)。
上了整天的课，累。
我知道，你在忙。
我等。
等到，我忘了自己有多累。
只怕我打扰到你。
到了最后，我也不懂。
只能说，我想太多。

べんきょうしてください

2009-10-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

study please!!!

today I had went to find my laopoh-yan lu~
long time no went her house, forget how to go actually...><"
use wrong road, haha~pity lo~

her house security now become very trouble..
actually it's not a trouble, it's become safety ba..
cause the security guards keep on asking me go which block, find who those..
i also forget which block laopoh stay@@
but if ask me go her house i sure know lu^^haha~~

we had our brunch at le classic lu..
foods there are not bad oh....
after brunch actually we decided to go McDonald have our studies..
but there are full of peoples...
and i think there also have party for those childrens. quite noisy~~><"

we had no choice and change to OLD TOWN, Sri Sinar which is nearby yan's house..
there are quite good because less people there, haha^^
but our seat there is smoking areas, so those smoking peoples are sit beside us...
no choice, sit outside is more comfortable, hehe^^
yan gives me those tax notes which maykhee send her.
it's was quite good, all the point is inside the notes, and easy to study^^
yan starts do the past year questions~
she look suffer when the beginning because she never do before.
but at last she is more understood how those question asking..
we are sharing what we have study... :)

at last, the OLD TOWN put those hitz songs... make me cant really concentrate..
i ask yan:" why they put hitz songs leh??"
yan :" you want to dance o?"
.....@@ very cold lo~ hahaha~
when i told my friend, he also answer me nearly as yan say :" you want go clubbing o??"
huh... i don't know dance and less go la~~@@

(when i take this picture, yan is going to kill me, haha~)

now want exam, worry is more than want to enjoy lo~
haiz~
wish me good luck ya^^

E N J O Y......楽しむ

2009-10-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

17th of October, 2009
had a nice day with laopoh them at The Garden, Red Box~
we had enjoy our deepavali at Red Box, haha~
after this, i had to start my studies all the time~
haiz~ God bless me please!!!!

me and hong lin (he paksa me to take pic with him@@ see my face also know~~)

the 2 boys on that day~~ (bulat bulat can see~)

Jin, Yan and Hong Lin (from this pic you can know what call 左拥右抱^^)

me~~(with tired face and Jin peace fingers~)

still got video under progress will be post soon^^
have a nice day~^^

A L O N E ..... 一人で

2009-10-15T01:31:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel that I have nobody...
haiz~

that day just knows that my friend was marry..
abit shock.. told laopoh, she also surprise~ haha
and we just know from picture, aikss...
at here, I'm not want to means anythings..
but feel that we are not really friends is it?
haiz... marry also no tell .. don't know what can say~~

I have knew some new friends..
but just always chat something as normal..
sometimes really found no topic..
pity case~ haha~

nowaday my boss don't know is it always forget things..
keep on asking me and my colleague same question everydays...
and keep chasing me to do other things which is out from my working areas..
fine~ I'm willing to do so, but now is all the things is in messy, and my job is arrange back nicely
and all the things is not up to date....><
i just felt that speechless..
and he just know to keep chasing me.. what for??
chase me, 1 day will come out result? impossible...!!
someone ask me just think it as a experiences, can learn things from that..
I hope so..
but not really, people who are handle this job before, look like angry me and my colleague..
I remind her somethings, i was wrong...
colleague told her somethings which she had done wrong, she also wrong...
i hope to learn somethings from her, but she never do what she need do..
aikss~ speechless~

hope I will not be so suffer soon...
exam coming.. fees already paid.. but still owe my dad.. pity@@
need to start revision asap.....
hope i can pass all ya...
laopoh, skymay, peiwen, jeff and all my fellow friends can pass all ya^^

F O O D ..... たべもの

2009-10-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

me in sleepy face*

cute mun mun*

This pictures all captured when i went high tea with see mun at legend hotel^^
I think is on 30th August... and that day we two are very tired actually~
haha~ but just went there have a high tea there.. like so funny~
cause never together like this before^^

after finish and back home only realise that we forget eat ice cream@@ sad T.T

Steven's birthday cake*

Yean's birthday cake*

Not really remember when their birthday~ wish you all have a nice days ya^^

yan's full face^^

still enjoying^^

honglin's full look~@@

13rd September, Sunday
have our steamboat at puchong@@
go find ah fan^^
long time no meet with her.. still same lu^^
she so cute and friendly ~~
and she can eat many many@@
ranking:
1st - fan
2nd - me*(yan sayT.T)
3rd - yan
4th - honglin (b'cause not feeling well)

enjoy it on a happy sunday^^

bakuteh at klang^^
21st September, went klang have bakuteh~ slump :P
but i like my dad cook want more~ hahahaha~

gelato fruity ice cream @ 22nd September

my cutie honey accompany me shopping and treat me eat ice cream^^
i ask her to take photo together.. she don't want@@
this ice cream is all made by fruit and fat free^^
delicious can try next time o^^

おわり

けしょう... M A K E - U P

2009-09-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

今天去了给表姐化妆
因为她考试咯
我的脸就要够力遭殃咯
哈哈

这是 bridal 妆
我不喜欢这个
因为不像我
@@

这是 creative 妆
这个我比较喜欢
虽然好像好像很夸张
化这个妆的时候
顶不顺
一度睡着 zZz
^^

这是我表妹
她是日本美眉
嘴巴化的小小的
很可爱哦^^

我和她
不好意思，很累了
所以没什么表情^^

她们的化妆师都是最高分的得主哦^^

Night time~~

我的美丽日记 mask
发觉了
我买了
都不用
纯粹收集
哈哈
不行了
脸极度要补救@@

朋友
谢谢你陪了我一个下午
还叫我一定要做mask~哈哈
很可爱^^

傻婆同事-seemun
今天和我去走pasar malam
她买了很多mask~有个是燕窝的
她叫我和 client说
我都有在用燕窝(yen) 的mask
(因为 client 都爱问我有没有去买燕窝-yen,冷~~)
事实上
我真的有余人生 yen mask 哈哈

^^

ちんもく ... 沉默

2009-09-24T20:03:00.000+08:00

T I R E D

2009-09-22T02:49:00.000+08:00

very sorry~
seen that 1 month over getting to 2 months i didn't update my blog~
haha^^

because of "L A Z Ｙ" and "T I R E D"
sometime i don't know why i'm tired~
but i hope i can try my best to update it, ok?

5th of September
i think is this date? Jin's birthday celebration at POPPY
we have fun there since my laopoh and "xiang yi wei ming" also come along^^
know many of their friends~

emily is really a cute rabbit^^
rachel is really a young girl^^
little cow is really.... little cow XD
hong lin is really ... fishy XD
actually say really, others i not really remember what's their name~ haha~paiseh la^^

finally i can meet with my dear laopoh and enjoy with her
cause maybe a quite long time we don't have meet each other~

because she always working~
working make her went half of malaysia~haha~ enjoy it~

my studies start tough~
i need to decide what papers i should take soon
must think probably~=.=
because it's talk about money@@

forget to tell you all
my law paper fail happily^^

haiz~ actually many things was happen between this months~
and i have take some picture, but not yet transfer~haha
i will update it soon when i have times, hehe^^

H O P E L E S S

2009-08-11T21:12:00.000+08:00

don't shock when see this topic~
haha~~
it's a true things i have to face soon~
what can make me hopeless, sure the stupid law exam result@@
haiz~~ just wait the day come lo~

July end,
my work place got 2 people leave le~
sad~ because 2 also nice people~
we have go for dinner together as a farewell for them^^

all play happily~
goodbye my colleague Mr.Tong and Joyce~
don't worry, we will meet soon~^^

U N H A P P Y

2009-08-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

seen like serious case on me?
not really..
sorry to say that, i dislike the things you do on me.
I know you feel just a kidding.
I just accept as a friend, but now you let me feel you are playing.
want see how embrassed am I.. ><
since you done this, I don't know what can say to you.
in my mind just thinking you are watching me as a joke.
I don't know u do this main purpose is for what.
but it already show that, you are not much know me!

U N C O M P L E T E D

2009-07-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

sorry i late again...
start from JULY ba
i had start my studies~
i feel my LIFE just begin..
how say so?
i have to work + study.
am i a robot? hahaha~
god bless me ba~
who ask me no $$, in this world no $$ really cant survive.
the most important, no $$ i cant study le~ pity case=.=

this sem i had take F5, F6 and F7 papers for my ACCA part 2.
the lecturers is quite good~ their teaching skill is better than before i had seen.
fees are quite reasonable ba~ cause i heard that my last college fees increase le=.=
more expensive than KL, better go those famous college, aikss

my job~
never end story, busy , busy and BUSY
why i always busy..
my boss look very trust me
but actually not, aikss, stupid boss !
ask me do admin job, hate it! say salary only, but the admin clerk keep ask me do others=.=
my JULY salary less till i want cry!! T.T
because deduct le my study days, so pityT.T

laopoh-yanyan, half year can say go around half of malaysia, because of work also=.=
2lai-katherine, since she change to shu emuera also not yet go find her, miss her alot, but i know she also busy for her works~
that day find 3lai-february, she was busy for her studies also, always assignment.
haiz, look she so tired also~
you all must take care ya.

see this all, i felt we all are work hard for our future, looks great, but tired!
but i know we can successful as we think, don't you?

here the picture before 4get upload de
this is after exam go take d korea foods at DAORE,very delicious!

pei wen and shuet yee
so miss them lor, especially shuet yee, she dont want to study ACCA le, because the stupid F4 paper make she scare, pity :[
hope we can all go out together lor, since we not yet go sing k!!

times go so fast, exam result out soon, haiz..
no mood to see the result, prepare to fail le^^
greet me happily ya, 3Q~

T I R E D

2009-06-18T20:27:00.001+08:00

so sorry all my dear friends~
i think i have long long time didn't come here..
because of work, study and exam and so on...
exam, pass over almost 2 weeks, it's a dark day i think, haha
after exam, work again..

the boss though we all are robot, what also know, what also can
just control by him==
after exam must think to study again
life is so cruel!

i think maybe i go kasturi have my ACCA class
i think it's is a proper place to study?
since my friends until final also study there~
if go study there also not bad i think^^

Japanese class have exam on saturday
Not yet study, going to fail T.T

hope i can handle all la^^
my life going to dark~
don't know why T.T

i want go out!
i want go travelling!
who want go with me?
just ENJOY!!!

S A D N E S S

2009-05-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

今天我用华语了~
因为英文不好

最近我很不开心
也不是凡事不开心
我家人的事，我做了中间人
我觉得我没有错
我只告诉她事实
她告诉我她要搬回和她妈妈住，大哥要住我家还是和她一起
他自己选择，我听到都傻眼~

本来，我不打算和家人说，可是我很辛苦~
我跟了二哥说~我叫他不要和妈咪说~
他最后也说了，因为他说要和妈咪说比较好

我大哥他变得不和我全家说话
相见如陌路人
她也不用我载~
有天我没驾车，她叫我和她一起等大哥来载回~
沿途，我说话没人理我，以前不是这样的
我选择了睡觉~
其实我真的很伤心很伤心
我以前和大哥很好的
他很多事情都会和我讲的
现在，我连见到他，他就像个陌生人

那天他和我二哥说他不要和我爸爸做工了
二哥妹说什么
说真的，是我们错吗？
我知道，他在老婆与家人一定是选老婆
只是我没想到，他做到那么绝
连和我们见面都不愿意

我很压力，觉得家里不再像以前
以前就算我家人会吵也不会到现在这样
我想和朋友说，却没人有空听我说
那天和老婆说，说真的，每当我想起这件事，我都想哭
就算连现在也一样~我哭了~每次想提起我都会哭~
我不说，压抑在心里我又很伤心，很累~

是我的错吗，是吗？

H A P P I L Y

2009-05-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

mother's day pass few weeks already

sorry i just come post new article

forgive me^^

before that day i had went THE CURVE with my lovely cousin~

she said she want buy cupcake as her mother's day present for her mum

we just go take a look~

it's look delicious~

but not really, HAHA :)

i also bought for my mum too~

cause i didn't prepare what present for her~

don't know nice or not?

after bought this all, we go have a walk at THE CURVE

and ask my cousin treat eat or drink la
cause she ask me fetch her come
so we choose go Baskin31Robbin

our favourite!

so delicious~ yum yum!!

my 'poor' look

my cute cousin~

after finish, we just back home and meet with mum

first word after she saw the box, ask : "what's that?"

i just said : "buy for you de!"

after she open it she just smile :)

* my cute nephew~

until now also less hair~ pity girl~

my mum say just like me when i still as her age~ HAHA^^

cutie weekend

2009-04-08T19:08:00.000+08:00

it was a so busy for last 2 week~
i had go 2 place far from my place
1 is cheras, 1 is port klang
cheras is ok, port klang are very very far > <
why i went there? for fun?
NO.. audit again.. work loh~
but also not bad, times go fast~

last week, i had start do TAX job~
still a simple work~ just normal personal tax work
my fellow just said she wants to teach me manythings~
but she also not very expert on it, cause she also new in tax
haiz~stay office 1 week was very very bored
cause need face the boss~

then ask yan to yumcha~think about my laopohs~~
ask february and katherine too
they all agree, then straight go ISLAND cafe lu~~!
we always go there, don't know why
maybe we are the group of 'chui chui shui', HAHA~

secondary until now! it's a nice faith, don't you think so?
we play at there happily, see Mr. King, so suffer for him~

he said me stubborn like cow
cause i always take those very hard to take want~
but i didn't make it drop ^^

the next day, yan ask me steambat again~
haha~ my girl always steamboat and bakuteh~
but also my favourite
when she ask me out i also feel hungry.. but i just ate rice~
going to be a fat girl!!!!
jin's friend say feel scare on us, cause we can chat non stop~
then i say i don't talk next time, yan say cannot, because if i no talk sure got problem~
HAHA, really! know clearly about my character already!
love you ya!!

all about my days~!
will post next soon!

pray hard for HER

2009-03-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

last sunday, i received a message make me feel shock and upset afterward~

it's was about 1 of my secondary schoolmate

she is ill now, and maybe just have 2 weeks more life.

what a sad case for her...

just don't know what feeling on me~

cause know her when i'm form 2, when i was a prefect.

in my memory, she is a tall, thin and pretty girl.

why life is so cruel?
a girl just step her life in age 20

just start the way of future, what a pity case...

although not very close with her, but when heard also feel upset.

what can do now?

just hope she can do what she wants to do in her days

and hope she can be angel anytimes~

i will remember you who was appear in my life~

a very kind girl~

let's pray for her~

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