Tuesday, December 8, 2009

矛盾....

感覺
最近都有爭執

你知道嗎
你說的話
我都有注意聼
就算那只是開玩笑

我知道,考試
我不溫習,你覺得那是很不應該
我知道你覺得是因爲你,我變得不愛讀書
告訴你,多少是有一點
也是因爲我知道
自己開始覺得累了
可是我告訴我自己,我要讀完我要的東西

昨天你和我説話,我有在聼
你覺得我在敷衍
那你又是否知道
我並不喜歡你說我敷衍你
我話都還沒接下去,你就說我敷衍你
那一刻我真的覺得有點生氣

在同時閒我也知道,你覺得我語氣不好
不想和我聊

我真的不知說什麽好
這一刻,我只知道
我很怕你不理我
很想哭,可是做錯的是我
有什麽理由和人大聲?
有什麽理由哭?
我也不想然你觉得我只会哭

和你信息,你的冷言冷語
更令我覺得你不想和我説話
就算你不喜歡聼,我也只能那樣說
因爲我不知道自己能說什麽

每星期的一次,我知道你盡力了
我也知道,就那麽的短短一次
我也滿足了,不想多要求什麽
因爲我不想你覺得難做

我知道,你已經很久都沒有好好休息
所以我根本不忍心把你吵起
我更想你多休息
自私的心就算再怎麽希望,也要先為你著想

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

我知道...

每天都想谈上一句话。
每天都想关心多一点。
每天都想想念多一点。

不是故意发脾气
有些话不知如何说
不是说想说就能说出来


我没有不想和你说话
对不起

Friday, November 20, 2009

N I C E........

18 November 2009


2012.....
finally i had watched it~ yeah~
the ticket really hard to get....
think to use maybank2u also cannot...@@
sad case...!!
luckily someone have bought it, hehe^^

this movie not bad i think.. no comment, ha~
but felt that if it's really happen,
really a very sad case!!

so..


21-12-2012


is it really the day end??

Monday, November 16, 2009

Changes......

最近
感覺自己真的有變了
變得不那麽容易發脾氣
可是我覺得這是遇上對的人
遇到欠揍的也都一樣
哈~

因爲@
感覺我會開始去關心人
以前也會,不過現在比較常吧
認識我的人都懂,我是很容易開心的人
同事都說我有時傻傻的。哈....~
沒變,人不活的開心點,生活真的不知怎樣走下去

@
問了我一些怪問題
真的不知怎樣答
因爲答了
應該會覺得我人怪怪的吧


某人
很搞笑下
突然跑來問我
做麽沒找他
我問怎麽了,和我說了很多
問他那要怎樣,只說只是問候罷了
只覺得,我沒找你,你也可以找我吧
現在你是在埋怨...@@
不是不找你聊,是找你聊時,你從不回復
你要的是我打給你,找你聊
問題是,我打給你是沒問題
可是,你的一句:“做麽你都沒打來和我聊了?”
我,不是想計較,可是我覺得禮尚往來
爲什麽就我付出,你就接受的理所當然
請惦記,我並不是你的誰
不是你需要我的時候,就隨傳隨到~
有時候,做人不可以貪得無厭.....

Monday, November 2, 2009

很累。
某人的拜访令我更累。
一早,痛到我起床。
从没试过如此(touch wood)。
上了整天的课,累。
我知道,你在忙。
我等。
等到,我忘了自己有多累。
只怕我打扰到你。
到了最后,我也不懂。
只能说,我想太多。

Sunday, October 25, 2009

べんきょうしてください

study please!!!

today I had went to find my laopoh-yan lu~
long time no went her house, forget how to go actually...><"
use wrong road, haha~pity lo~

her house security now become very trouble..
actually it's not a trouble, it's become safety ba..
cause the security guards keep on asking me go which block, find who those..
i also forget which block laopoh stay@@
but if ask me go her house i sure know lu^^haha~~

we had our brunch at le classic lu..
foods there are not bad oh....
after brunch actually we decided to go McDonald have our studies..
but there are full of peoples...
and i think there also have party for those childrens. quite noisy~~><"


we had no choice and change to
OLD TOWN, Sri Sinar which is nearby yan's house..
there are quite good because less people there, haha^^
but our seat there is smoking areas, so those smoking peoples are sit beside us...
no choice, sit outside is more comfortable, hehe^^
yan gives me those tax notes which maykhee send her.
it's was quite good, all the point is inside the notes, and easy to study^^
yan starts do the past year questions~
she look suffer when the beginning because she never do before.
but at last she is more understood how those question asking..
we are sharing what we have study... :)

at last, the OLD TOWN put those hitz songs... make me cant really concentrate..
i ask yan:" why they put hitz songs leh??"
yan :" you want to dance o?"
.....@@ very cold lo~ hahaha~
when i told my friend, he also answer me nearly as yan say :" you want go clubbing o??"
huh... i don't know dance and less go la~~@@


(when i take this picture, yan is going to kill me, haha~)

now want exam, worry is more than want to enjoy lo~
haiz~
wish me good luck ya^^

Sunday, October 18, 2009

E N J O Y......楽しむ

17th of October, 2009
had a nice day with laopoh them at The Garden, Red Box~
we had enjoy our deepavali at Red Box, haha~
after this, i had to start my studies all the time~
haiz~ God bless me please!!!!


me and hong lin (he paksa me to take pic with him@@ see my face also know~~)


the 2 boys on that day~~ (bulat bulat can see~)


Jin, Yan and Hong Lin (from this pic you can know what call 左拥右抱^^)


me~~(with tired face and Jin peace fingers~)

still got video under progress will be post soon^^
have a nice day~^^